Monday, April 16, 2012

7dp5dt= BFN

I've had a really shart stabing pain on my right side, so I thought for sure I was preggo.  Well, I'm definitely not.  I'm just devistated.  Why can't I get pregnant again?  What in this universe is preventing me from the one thing I have wanted for years.  I'm heart broken.  I was so positive this time around.  I tried to do everything right.  I just want to be a mom.  I want a baby. Most importantly,  I don't want to be sad about this anymore.  I know it's me that has the control over being sad or happy but I feel weak today.  Wes was so sad today too. He didn't want to leave me this morning, but of course he had to.  It just sucks.  Why do I care so much?  Why can't I just go on with my life like this doesn't hurt.  That BFN's are normal? 
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3 comments:

  1. CharlotteApril 16, 2012 at 12:51 PM

    I'm so sorry to hear this.. hang in there! Is there something nice you can do for yourself today?

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  2. DandelionBreezeApril 16, 2012 at 5:33 PM

    My heart goes out to you... I'm so sorry that you got this news. Thinking of you and look after yourself xo

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  3. NicoApril 16, 2012 at 9:14 PM

    I'm so sorry sweets. I hate that this has been such a long road for you. Nothing more i can say except BIG HUG. I wish I could give it to you in person. xoxoxoxoxox.

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