The scariest of TWW's

This is just about the worst of all the waits for me. I am so scared to go into that ultra-sound room and see no h/b or a slow heartbeat.  The last time I was pregnant I went into my u/s at 5w6days and I was measuring only 5w3days.  So of course there was no h/b.  Went back 1 week later and that is when we saw the slow h/b.  My RE was optimistic but after everything we read online we knew there was only a 15% chance of this working out in our favor.  After that I was able to go to my OB and get checked almost daily to see if the h/b had stopped.  I could not get a D&C until it was completely stopped, which was around 8 weeks.  Those weeks were just about the most depressing weeks of my life and I can’t imagine going through that ever again.