Due Date

Today, Aug 22^nd is the due date of the baby I miscarried back in January. I’m crying as I am writing this.   I really did not think it would affect me this much. I knew this day would come, and I had no idea how I would feel, but it really sucks. I think that since I am in limbo waiting for heartbeat for this current pregnancy it’s making today hard.  To hear a normal heartbeat!  That is all I ask for.