My ovaries defied the odds

On Monday night Wes and I had a bit of a cry session about our loss last January and how much these past few months of failed FET's have plain sucked.  I told him that sometimes I need him to just be a cheerleader.  The next morning I woke up to this note (above) that made me smile.  I thought to myself that this was going to be an awesome day!  A few minutes later I hear from my RE and a good day turned bad real fastL  My results came back.   My AMH is .35 (booo!).  No wonder I have stopped responding well to meds.  How does one go from hyperstimming 50 follicles to no follicles?  My fertility plummited in the blink of an eye.... it just stink.  Anyhow, my RE told me that I have to “act fast”…I thought to myself,  isn’t that what I’ve been doing?? 

I need a medication vacation.  It is time to reset, recharge, take a lockerroom break and get back into the ring in July.  Believe it or not, I’m okay with that!  I have been going pretty much non-stop for over a year now.  I need to redirect my focus elsewhere … sure, my thoughts and desire for a baby will no doubt still be lingering in that hopeful to be momma brain of mine.  There is so much that needs to be done for our move that really needs my 100% attention.  Or else we are not going to get from Madison to NYC all in one piece  I am Captain Mover in our family, and I'm okay with that too:)   

 For now this boxer is hanging up those ttc gloves for the next month or so. 

Happy thoughts to all.